I did move house. But I was diagnosed with depression a week before that, and I highly recommend NOT trying to move house whilst starting anti-depressants, or, in fact, being depressed. I spent a lot of time sitting on the floor saying "I don't know!" whenever the removal men asked me if a box was going to Slough or Lincoln.
Two LARGE lorries arrived (one for Lincoln, where 2/3rds of my stuff now is, the other for Slough, where everything else is), which seemed a bit excessive. Furniture lined the pavement in Newark:








The flat is looking great, and I'm pleased I did move when I did, as it's made a massive difference being able to live on my own again, rather than with various strange housemates, which is why I became depressed. I've just ordered a veg box, as I used to love getting them when I lived in Newark. My first box, which is from Riverford's Upper Norton Farm, should be coming on Wednesday. My church in Windsor has been fantastic. My flat is about six miles from there, which is a pain, as I would prefer to live closer to the community of people who attend my church, but the rents are SO high in Windsor there's no way I can afford to live there (it's bad enough in Slough!!).
Soon I'm planning to start cycling to work - it's about six miles in the car, but the cycle route is more direct, only about three miles, which should make a massive difference both to my fitness levels and petrol bill! I've been exploring some of the local area - Burnham Beeches is impressive and I've been doing a 30 minute walk every lunchtime, so things are looking up. More photos to follow, as, hopefully, I'll be blogging more often now too. I had six weeks without much of an internet connection at all, so I'm again hopelessly behind with blog reading so will be doing some catching up soon...
11 comments:
Good to see you back. Euch! Moving house! Depression or no depression, I'd have been very tempted to simply push Monkey to one side and take his place.
Glad your colleagues and church have been so supportive.
Take care of yourself (which it sounds like you are doing, so keep it up!)
Goodness, what a couple of months!
I'm glad you've made it out the other side and it all seems to be more positive for you at the moment. Take care. xx
(((hugs))) so sorry to hear things have been rough. I've been there and am very glad to hear you're making a comeback.
Are you at home to visitors? I'll be down your way in September, maybe we can hook up :-)
so very pleased to see you back,in all the ways that you are back darling.
am pleased to see so much positivity happening and hope that there are more smiles to your days
x
Blimey! You've been having a tough time by the sounds of things. Keep at those knitting needles and chin up!
Keep on keeping on - sounds like things are improving now. Cycling to work is a great idea too!
Daisy, so sorry you've been suffering. You will be ok, it just takes time and a little tablet or two every morning. Keep on knitting, I find it helps me to focus. Glad you are getting support.
Hugs xx
Kiddo, I'm so sorry to hear you've been going through such a rough time. It sounds like things are sorting out now and hopefully having a place of your own will help you feel more centred. You've certainly been through enough moves in the past while; it would upset anyone's balance. All the walking will be helping too.
I'm glad to hear your workmates have been so supportive and your church time is a comfort. Take care of yourself and give Monkey a hug.
Glad the depression seems to be lifting (it's awful, isn't it? I certainly wouldn't want to be moving in a period of depression), and glad you have found such a good church.
The Broken man
http://theblogofabrokenman.blogspot.com/
My goodness, it's bad enough moving at the best of times, never mind with depression. And when you're getting used to those tablets it's just as bad as the depression, I find. I'm glad you're on your medication now and that you now have a place to yourself, that should help the healing a lot in itself.
Enjoy your new place and hope the cycling's going well! {hugs}
Big (((((HUG))))) Daisy my sweet....
At least you can look back at it all and say, "If I did all that whilst not being on top form... I can achieve anything now"...
I love your knitting too....especially the tank top....yummy colours :)
Heres to a brighter and more settled future for you, sounds like you have all the support you need...from real life peeps and from us lot too...
Take care my lovely...
Sarah xXx
PS. Good Riddance to the smelly cat!!
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